Deathbed

Although today I'm alone again
I love him
Although today I have no strength and I find it disturbing
I will continue sinking
Although today have no reason to live
I will keep fighting until the next evening
Although not want to go today
I will continue suffering

Nothing I refused the tuition
Nothing will fall again
Nothing arrived so far this time

I want to sleep in your bed and in your breast
I want to sleep till evening and never wake up
I set off this life and environment

This life takes me time
This life takes my life
This existence is bleak
This moment is unfair